1. |
EDEN
03:32
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SLOW INTRO
Do you love you?
Like I choose to?
Because you need to
Before I take anymore from you
Shit comes up, I get it
By summer, you’ll be gone
Do you know I always get
Exactly what I want
*beat kicks in*
VERSE 1
Do you love you?
Like I need to?
Or will we always be stuck on,
Stuck on a loop
Your next regret
Can’t get better than this
Can’t you find the time
to give me something I’ll miss?
CHORUS 1
I want all you give
It’s worth the pain
My sunny complexion fades
I need you babe
Everyday
Every night
It stays the same
There’s no one to blame, right?
Why fight to stay?
VERSE 2
Get out of bed
Feel me instead
And don’t get lost
In that perfect mess of a head
I run and hide
Spin out inside
I’ll crash and burn but
I can say that I tried
CHORUS 2 & 3
I want all you give
It’s worth the pain
My sunny complexion fades
I need you babe
Everyday
every night
We’ll stay the same
There’s no one to blame, right?
Why fight to stay?
I want all you give
Is it worth the pain?
My sunny complexion fades
I need you babe
Everyday
every night
I'll stayl the same
put the blame on me right
I want that sting
Yeah!
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2. |
TALK
02:19
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<breath>
Loving your hands on me
And today I’ll let my body talk
Sex like machinery
And today i’ll let
my body talk
Your love on me
Feels just like a dream
I fall deep into your open palm
scared to breathe
Stuck in the machine
I scream
When will I love me?
<breath>
my body talk
sex like machinery
And today i’ll let
my body talk
Your love on me
Feels just like a dream
I fall deep into your open palm
c'est ma vie
je prends soin de ma vie
Oh
You’re not
Oh
<breath>
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3. |
MANUFACTURE
03:07
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Manufacture my heart
Make me move to better move you
This is our youth
No time
Now
You know I want
Want you so come back
Come bring that smile to my heart track
Manufacture my heart
Make me move to better move you
This is our youth
No time
Now
Skip a beat
We skipped a few
There’s no way
We never knew
Manufacture my heart
Make me move to better move you
This is our youth
No time
Now
This is our youth
No time
Now
Everyday’s a reason to do better
And I just wanna do better with you
Yes, I know everday
And I want everyday
Defend and destroy
Because I think I found the boi to hold onto
Are you?
Sweating throughout the day wondering what I really say?
Do you trust me?
Manufacture my heart
Produce my tears
Oil me up to restart
Because I’m trying
Trying my best to love again
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4. |
Pop Song
02:08
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Hey
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5. |
Body
03:26
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I can’t wait to let my beard grow past my knees
See my kids kids kids grow taller than these trees
Yeah I can’t wait until I can barely see
The screens that overshadow real meaning
Yeah, I can’t wait until I’m older
Old as fuck
I can’t wait to see what love feels like this long
I stare at the stars and know they change
Like me
Undying roots of what life really means
And oh the many men who I’ve seen come and gone
Before and beyond my time
And oh the life I lead
This body is here
for now
Go ahead
To you I
I can’t wait til it’s overcast and grey
Watch you shave your head
And regret it the next day
Shop for hours in Soho just to go buy thrift
Save for our houses
Overcast in bliss
And oh the many men who I’ve seen come and gone
Malign and misaligned
And oh the life I lead
This body is here
for now
Go ahead
to you I
Go ahead
To you I
I’m paper thin
You fill me in
Through overwhelm and beauty
As I am
Vow to fall
Give my all
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6. |
Like That
03:18
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V1
I never really felt like that
Didn’t know someone could care like that
Didn’t know that you could hurt like that
Never meant to hurt you like that
I thought I was the best of me
I thought you could trust in me
And now I see the flaws in me
And I’m trying
(Oh)I’m trying
(Oh) Come see me
I know that I was preaching “us”
But really only doing me
Seems like it’s time to move on
Put the past behind me
I just started learning myself
And I hope you forgive me
And Im trying to forgive me
Ohhhh I’m trying
(Oh) I’m working
(Oh)
I laugh, I clown
I love being an ass
to give a smile in the wrong
to give beyond the past
And I fuck up sometimes and that’s alright
because I’m human
And I take shit (this) so seriously
but that’s human.
I’m learning & unlearning.
(Oh) I’m healing
(Oh) Watch and see
and I’ve just gotta be right now
gotta listen to everything now
Not think about anyone else
I just wanna be with myself
To share all the best of me
The part of me that makes you feel free
The part of you that makes it feel new
Cuz I love everything you do
The part of me I hid so well
Is growing wilder and loud
It’s time to let it all out
It time to let it out
The part of me I hid so well
Is growing wilder and loud
It’s time to let it out
And I’m trying
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José María Brooklyn, New York
Bronx bred, Brooklyn braised.
Non-binary
Queer.
Here.
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